Sunday, March 18, 2012

11 questions!!

the rules:



.post these rules

.post a photo and eleven random things about yourself

.answer the questions provided by the one who tagged you

.create eleven new questions for the people you tag
.contact those you choose and let them know they've been tagged 



11 Random Facts

* I love concerts
* I hate seafood/sushi
* I wouldnt mind getting another tattoo even though i probably never will
* I dont like wearing tall shoes
* I am a garbage gut. always snacking on junk food
* I am the person that bawls in a movie theatre when watching a chick flick or whatever emotional part of a movie comes on
* I have a love/hate relationship with camping
* I want to get a concealed weapons permit so i can keep a gun on me
* I love being a mommy, best thing i have ever done
* I wish i could sing and play the guitar
* i love warm. and summer time

11 questions to answer...
--What did you want to be when you grew up? Why did/didn't that happen?
* I wanted to be a vet if i remember right. it didnt happen because i never got the grades in high school and school was not an interest of mine.

--What are you most proud of yourself for?
* becoming the mother i am today. i have my moments when i feel like i cant do it and feel like a terrible mom. but there are also the moments that i feel like this is where i am suppose to be and being a mom is what was suppose to happen. Jaylen has been the best thing that could have happened to me she teaches me so much and iam so greatful to have her in my life.

--What is one of your deepest fears?
*Dying alone, or having something bad happen to jaylen or any of my family.

--What is your strongest ambition in life?
* To become the best wife, mother and role model i can be to my kids, nieces, nephews and anyone else. I want to be someone who people can look up to like I look up to my sister.
 
--If you were to die today, what would you want people to say about you at your funeral?
* I would want people to say that through all of the stuff i have gone through that i was able to beat the odds and make something better of myself. and become a better person. and that i lived a fullfilling life.
--What is your favorite vacation spot? Why?
* uhhm good question havent gone on many vacations but from what i can remember my favorite place i have been is on the beach. warmth and fun. and relaxation....
--What was your favorite animal as a young kid? what is it now?
* I literally loved all animals. i was always bringing home cats birds and dogs... and i loved my horses. as of now i still love all animals i just dont bring all of them home (even though sometimes its hard)
--Who do you trust more than anyone else in this world?
* My sister and Jaylen. :)
--If you had to choose to lose a sense, which one would it be?
good question... probably the sense of smell maybe??

--What feelings do you have when you think of the future?
I have mixed feelings. i have so many things i want to happen and so many goals. the reason why they are mixed is because i have faith that things will work out how they are suppose to but i am scared that they may not be how i want them to work out.

--What is your favorite type of therapy?
* working out, music, or just shutting everything out and just watch jay or play with her.

11 questions for those who participate

*What is one of your favorite quotes?
*If you could learn to do anything, what would it be?
*When you have 30 minutes of free-time, how do you pass the time?
*Have you ever had something happen to you that you thought was bad but it turned out to be for the best?
*What was the last experience that made you a stronger person?
*What is something you learned in the last week?
*What did you do growing up that got you into trouble?
*What is the one thing that you love the most about yourself?
* Tell me about something you really care about? (something not someone ) :)
*If you had only 24 hours to live, what would you do?
*If the whole world were listening, what would you say?

people i chose to do this:
*Desteny
*Sheena
*Amanda
*Cortney
*Michelle
*Amber
*Brindie
*Aunt Annie
*Kyndra
*Patti

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Jaylens adenoid surgery

So Jaylen had been getting sick frequently and she had started snoring out of no where one night and it wouldnt go away! so i took her in to see her doctor and he said if she kept getting sick and continues with noisy breathing. so i took her back in and he said it looked like she needed her tonsils and adenoids out so he reffered me to and excellent ENT surgeon and we went in with a consult and he said with her being a small two year old it made him nervous to take her tonsils out but he does feel that taking her adenoids out is a good option and less invasive. so the next day she went in to surgery. now let me remind you i was a nervous wreck i knew she was in good hands it just made me so nervous about her being under anesthia. i was a basket case. so they took her and did the surgery and brought her back. she was gone for 45 minutes. LONGEST 45 minutes of my LIFE!! the surgeon came and talked to me and told me her adenoids were HUGE. and he also mentioned that everyone at his office thought she was the cutest patient that came in all day! but anyway. here are some pics of that day. she was down in the dumps for maybe 20 minutes and then she purked right up and ate her sluchy and asked for her ouchie ( the I.V.) out. then we were on our way. she handled everything great. i was very surprised at how well she recovered.!!

 on our way to the hospital!!
 just waiting!

 just out of surgery!
 better now!
 picture with momma!
 she is ready to get her ouchie off!!
 this was on the garage when we pulled up to the house.
 her auntie decorated the garage and her door for her!!


Jaylens 2nd Birthday!!

Jaylens Birthday party was suppose to be on January 14th but she had gotten a bad flu bug so we postponed it to the next Saturday. It was A fun little party with family (other than Tlyer, Patti, and Kya that we missed) and some close friends. This year was kinda fun. I made her a two layer star cake and it was a challenge it looked terrible but it was a good learing experience!!! oh and i made the cakes frosting and fondent from scratch! go me!!!! anyway. here are some pictures from her special special day... The day that 2 years ago changed my life forever. the best blessing ever came into my life and I will forever be grateful that Heavenly Father trusted ME with one of his children and also so grateful that Jaylen chose ME  to be her mom here... Thank you baby jay you are my world!!








Some things about Jay at 2 years old
*she loves string cheese.
*she loves the horses and her dogs
*she loves shoes
*she talks very well
*she understands when i ask her to go get things
* she loves to sing
*she is 25 pounds and is in the 13th percentile for her height and weight (i forgot how tall she is i will have to go look on her chart)
* she loves helping in the kitchen and loves playing with her play food and she loves to make "dinner"



NEW YEAR... NEW GOAL...

So I have been Terrible with my blog lately. I was reading my friend Kimbers blog and she makes me want to do better. I LOVE reading her blogs. they are like inspiration I know mine wont ever live up to hers because she is like super blog lady but I want to be better than what I have been at it.
So here it goes we will see how I do. I will post a few catch up blogs from things going on in this new year!!
enjoy!!!


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

came across these

So I am sitting here on my sisters computer and was looking at all the amazing pictures that she has take of Jaylen and these newborn ones just really hit home to me! so I thought I would share them. I just love this little girl and cant imagine where I would be in my life without her! I love you soo much baby jay!






Sunday, April 3, 2011

lots of pictures to catch up!

 she loves side walk chalk
 such a big girl
 first hike of the summer
 playing in the dirt

 on the way to cousin traces birthday party

 one of jaylens many faces
 going on a horse ride

 riding with cousin trace
 playin in the dirt



 she played hard...
 papa jay, baby jay, and little jay :)
 he was excited about his money
 and on the ride home. she played hard in the dirt and wind!
 we went to the monster trucks a while ago and she loved it!!


 tate stole jay and played with her for a little bit.
 on her first store ride.
 listening to music
all tuckered out